so be the existence of an object.
I feel overwhelmed. I’ve made myself into an object. I have nothing to live for. I don’t have the courage to die. I feel lonely, unloved, and guilty. I feel guilty because my own actions are to blame for being lonely and unloved. I’m constantly rejected until it’s convieneint – so be the existence of an object. I feel as though I’ve worked harder and others have it easier. They have more than I do,…